Wednesday, June 29, 2011

(Week 21 or 22ish) Wednesday, June 29th

(Week 21 or 22ish) Wednesday, June 29th
Dear Bump,
            Lately you have been acting like the biggest wiggle wart ever. It seems the instant I lie down for a break you start up the acrobatics. I actually saw my stomach jump several times last night. Do you know what this means? I think it might be time to invest in a body pillow. You will not put up with me lying on my back for long. You start throwing your fists and kicking those little feet. Obviously neither of us is very comfortable. So body pillow it is.
            One thing I love most about this week is the fact that you can hear Papa. When he starts talking you go nuts. When I sing in the car with the radio, nada. When I read the scriptures to you, nothin’. When I tell you stories, not a peep. Then if Papa puts is scratchy face close to my belly and starts calling you son, suddenly you can’t stop moving. I still love it, even though you mostly ignore me. This morning Papa felt a couple good kicks before falling asleep. I, of course, had to get out of bed, but it was nice to cuddle, all three of us.
            I still can’t wait to meet you. Now that we know you are a boy the fun is just beginning for Mama. I am in heaven looking at baby boy shoes, baby boy hats, and baby boy nursery stuff. Sometimes it still seems like seeing you in person is so far away. Then I think of all the things around the house I need to get done and it seems all to close.
                        Love you lots,
                                    Mama

Saturday, June 25, 2011

(Week 21 maybe) Saturday, June 25th

(Week 21 maybe) Saturday, June 25th
Dear Son, (it is so fun writing that)
            Today we took a Saturday drive with Papa to see how Utah Lake was fairing with all this rushing water. The river was high, the lake getting higher, and we wished you were there to see it. I think it is beautiful, all the green and lush ground. When we got close to the river trail and the lake the road was actually flooded, so much so that a kayaker just plopped his little boat right in the road. Your Papa is a good driver, but even he was nervous that we might flood the engine and have to get out and push our way through the floodwaters.
            Once clear of the deep part we took the car around the Provo airport. Right now it is just a small, little used thing. I hear they are thinking of developing it, but we will see. The road was bumpy and I was holding a watermelon. I am not talking about my belly, I am talking about an actual watermelon, on my lap, while Papa drove this way and that trying to avoid the worst of the pits.
            The water on the lake was stunning, all clear and reflecting the blue sky. We had a great time just driving around the loop. It got pretty tight when a truck and a suburban tried to pass, but otherwise it was relaxing and fun to see all the changes.
            You Papa’s favorite spot was on the other side of the airport. Usually there is very little water there, but right now it is a beautiful spot. In one place the trees open up to reveal a newly formed pond-like place, with a great view of “Y” Mountain in the back ground. Papa said this is the place, if he were a fisherman, he would like to fish. Just then I saw it. There they were, Papa and blonde haired boy, fishing in some beaten up row boat in the middle of that little oasis. I cannot wait to see those moments in real life. Maybe by then we might even on a battered row boat. At least, one can hope.
            We both hope you had fun on that bumpy ride. Maybe there will come a time when we can all see it again. I hope so.
                        Love Always and Forever,
                                    Mama

Cravings: Watermelon!
Sickenings: Strawberry and cheese Danish.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

(Week 21 perhaps) Thursday June, 23rd

(Week 21 perhaps) Thursday June, 23rd
Dear Baby Boy,
            Today we took G.G. (she still doesn’t know what she wants to be called that Grandma of yours) to the pool. It was luxurious. I was a bit concerned about squeezing your little football sized body and my pumpkin size belly into a suit. We got it done with only a slight amount of tugging, wriggling, and grunting. Luckily I got a super long tankini a couple of years ago and it worked great.
            We got to the pool and immediately walked to the Freezie place. I got my favorite flavor, the Silver Fox. You liked it too! Trust me. Once inside the gate we lounged and swam. We stayed out of the kiddie pool because of a poop scare, but that was fine with me. It was hot, hot, hot for a while. Luckily the clouds came along and gave me some relief. It was a lovely time for both G.G. and I. Mostly we just napped. I hope you liked our little break. I know I did.
                        With Loves,
                                    Mama

Cravings: Silver Fox Freezie
Sickenings: Sweet potato fries are still out.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

(Week 20 or 21) Sunday, June 19th

(Week 20 or 21) Sunday, June 19th
Dear Baby,
            Though this letter is addressed to you, it is mostly for your Dad. This is his first Father’s Day. What a wonderful, beautiful thing for me to know just how amazing he is going to do at this job. He already loves you so much. I wish you could see the way his eyes light up when he talks about you, the way he is constantly looking at my fat belly. Oh, and the smiles. I hope your smile is half as fantastic as your Papa’s. Every time he smiles, and I mean really smiles, it lights up everything around him. It is contagious and gets me smiling too. I was so lucky he picked me to be his wife. I cannot believe we have been committed to each other for more than five years! It is the most incredible feeling and I hope you get to know what that is like some day.
            I must confess, I sort of neglected your Papa this Father’s Day. I wanted to do something meaningful for my dad, your Grandpops. We spent most of Saturday evening looking for just the right thing and your Papa, bless his poor shopped out heart, traipsed up and down the aisles with me for at least three hours. That is how much he loves me and you, and even my Dad. He deserved to have a fantastic Father’s Day and I blew it!
            Trust me, I will make it up to him with one of his favorite things, a Home Depot Gift Card and some kisses. But still, I really want him to know how much he means to me. How much he will mean to you.
            He is a great example of honesty, commitment, and hard work. These are only three of the things I hope you learn from him. He never makes a promise he won’t keep. You can count on it, if he promises you something, he will do all in his power to make it happen. I already know he promises to love you, no matter what. That is a pretty big promise to keep, but I know he will do it. I see it everyday in those blue-green eyes. You, my dear little boy, are one lucky kid.
            Your dad is also a great friend. He is certainly my best friend, and I hope one day you will consider him to be one of yours too. Already he is looking forward to little league, kiddie soccer, teaching you how to throw a football. I always have to ask him if he will still love you if you don’t love sports. Of course he says he will. I know he will. He will love you if you like art. He will love you if you don’t like cars and trucks. He will even love you if you hate Transformers. It might be hard, but I know he will love you all the same. I know you two will be good buddies and I will feel a little left out when it comes to Fathers and Sons Campouts, and Man to Man talks.
            I hope you understand how lucky you are. Everyday, more and more, I see how lucky and blessed I am to have him in my life. He knows that happiness doesn’t come from money, or possessions. Happiness is what it feels like when you know you are in the right place, at the right time, doing the right things. So son, I welcome you to true happiness. Right here, right now, with your Father and I. We are happy and anxious to meet you, and hope to celebrate many more Father’s Days in the future with you.
                        Love, love, love,
                                    Mama

Friday, June 17, 2011

(Week 20) Friday, June 17th

(Week 20) Friday, June 17th
Dear Baby Muscles,
            Today I felt you kick for the first time. Mama and I were on the couch, she was lying down, and we were playing tennis ball with P. Potts. Mama was trying to feel you move and had her hands pressed on her belly. When she started feeling you she reached out and I put my hand where she showed me. You stopped moving then. So I yelled, “Hey baby. It’s Papa.” Just then you gave me one good fist bump. It was great. Makes it a little more real that you are in there and I can’t wait to feel more when you get bigger.
                        Love,
                                    Papa

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

(Week 20) Tuesday, June 14th

(Week 20) Tuesday, June 14th


Dear Baby BOY Schade,
            Today we went to the Provo hospital and had some pictures taken. I have to say you gave the ultrasound student quite the runaround. Just as she was about the freeze the frame for a shot they needed you would twist and turn and tuck and roll. Both nurses knew you were a boy before we even got the money shot. They said, “Boys are the only ones moving this much.” I agreed when the ultrasound tech called you a little turd, but must confess I can’t wait to see what that equates to once you are here in person. I cant say I am excited for tantrums and fits, but I am excited for all those wiggling and stretching fingers and toes.
            You are famous by the way. Your Papa and I watched you on the T.V. for about 45 minutes and loved every minute of it. Best, most exciting feature I have seen on T.V. ever! We even got to see the lenses of your eyes, the shape of your nose, your little mouth. Most of the images were used for measurements. We saw your stomach, C spine, heart and a bunch of other blobs I had no idea what they were. The ultrasound techs couldn’t really tell us much about the things they were looking at, whether they were normal or not. The only thing we really got was that you are either growing very fast, or we have the due date wrong. Either way you are at about 22 weeks from what they say. That makes me kind of excited because maybe your birthday will be on Halloween! How cool would that be, baby?
            Well, needless to say, I thought you looked beautiful and perfect, Papa couldn’t stop smiling the rest of the day. We were so excited to share the news and I was disappointed I had to go back to work before we could drive to Grandma and Grandpa’s house to share the surprise with them.
            Papa and I sort of wanted to do something special to announce what you were, but we didn’t know what. So we drove to Partyland just to see what they had. They had a baby section full of "It's a Boy!" stuff. We looked and looked, but the blue gum cigars were too expensive. So instead we went over to Ridley's and found just random blue candy. An Airhead, Tropical Starburst, Almond Joy--you get the idea. Then Papa asked if we should put it in a bag. I said yes, because looking at his armload I knew we would need one. Then I said we should get a pink bag to throw everyone off. Papa’s eyes immediately lit up.
            He said, "We should write 'It's a Girl!' on the outside of the bag, then put, 'with a boy inside!' on the inside of the bag with all the blue candy." I loved the idea. So we got our candy and ran back over to Partyland for a plain pink bag and tissue paper. With our loot we piled back into the car. We got to the house and Spen walked in before me. The whole family was sitting in the living room waiting.
            I walked in behind him holding out the pink bag. The first thing I heard was, "Awwwwww no. Ich. Take that thing back out." It was your Uncle Lincoln, not at all happy to see a pink bag. So I handed him the present and he immediately set it on the couch next to him saying, "I don't want that. You got the wrong baby." I encouraged him to open it. Grandma was smiling, Grandpa was smiling, Auntie Kelsey was beaming, but no one really knew what exactly was going on yet. Hesitantly Uncle Linc started sifting though the tissue paper. He pulled out the blue booties. He said, "Now I'm confused." He pulled out some of the blue candy. I tugged at the bag so he could read what was inside. I could see the revelation dawning on him slowly. Grandma couldn't take it anymore. "What is it?"
            "It's a girl!" Papa and I said together, "with a BOY inside."
            Everyone laughed, especially me because Uncle Lincoln looked so relieved. The only people in the room who already knew were Spencer and I and Aunt Nana. We thought they would get the message immediately, but they didn't. We had to help them solve the riddle. I thought Uncle Linc wouldn't go for it in the first place, thinking we might pull something, but he was such a sucker. He will claim he was just kidding, and that he was just teasing about being disappointed with a girl, but we all know the truth. We got him! Grandma was actually working on a girl blanket despite her inklings it was a boy, and she was so happy to hear it really WAS a boy, after all the stuff she had already bought. Grandpa kind of wanted it to be a girl, but I am sure he will get his chance at a granddaughter sometime and he will love you so much. Auntie Kels was thrilled either way.
            So there you have it, the story of how we told the world you were a boy. We are so excited and are anxious to hear what the doctor thinks of all those pictures.
                        Love you so very much baby boy,
                                    Love Mama
Cravings: Western Family mild cheddar cheese.
Sickenings: Riding in the car with Papa driving fast.

Monday, June 6, 2011

(Week 18) Monday, June 6th

(Week 18) Monday, June 6th
Dear Turnip,
            Yes, I know, being the weight of a turnip is kind of exciting. Granted there is no solid belly showing just yet. In the mornings I can still squeeze into my pants, but then the afternoon hits and I wish I had worn sweats to work. Some days you stick way out and everyone can see you, and some days you hide away, but I always know you are there.
            Well today was a bit of an adventure for you and I. Today we came to work with breakfast and no snacks. I know, not well planned on my part, but I thought I would be able to sneak away around ten and go grab something. Work made that impossible. Two more hours ticked away and you were getting impatient with me. Finally I got my morning work done and was able to get out of dodge. Unfortunately it had been a little too long. The hunger combined with the midday heat did not bode well. I got in the car and realized that if I didn’t stop ASAP something bad was going to happen. I had to eat. I was probably on the verge of passing out, though I have never been subject to the feeling before.
            We whipped into Wendy’s and had to wait in line for an eternity. Finally I got my food and immediately sat down. I wolfed down a large fry, a JBC, and a medium frosty in no time flat. Then I just waited, making sure that strange feeling in my head and limp limbs went away. Luckily it did, but phew that was close. Consider this lesson learned, breakfast plus snacks is what will get me through to lunch. Mental note signed, sealed, delivered to the front of my brain.
            So there you have it, our Monday adventure together. The rest of the day was fine. We actually picked up some things to munch on and there were no more problems. I’ll write again soon.
                        Love you,
                                    Mama
Cravings: Dried banana chips.
Sickenings: Going longer than four hours without food.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

(Week 17) Wednesday, June 1st

(Week 17) Wednesday, June 1st
Dear Baby,
            Another successful visit to Dr. Willis today. I have to say though; the process is getting a little anticlimactic after our spectacular ultra sound last time. I was up for getting another look at you, but the doc didn’t even suggest it. I hope that is a good thing, because the last thing I want is something exciting to happen which means you are in trouble in there.
We arrive, we are almost immediately called back by a nurse, I take a cup to the bathroom, the nurse weighs me and takes my blood pressure, and we wait for the Doc. Then he comes in the room, I lay on the little bed, he squirts cold stuff on my belly, and we listen to your little heart. I love the sound, honestly I do. Then that was it. See what I mean about nothing exciting to report? Ok, I guess there is one thing. In two weeks we have the big ultra sound to see what kind of baby you are: girl, boy, or raccoon. That is something I am excited for, also because with a clear picture of your fully developed little body they can check for any problems too. Hopefully all my worries will be put at ease, but you never know. Dr. also said that I am measuring at 19 weeks, something about fingers and belly button, so I guess that means I am further along than we anticipate or more likely you are bigger than average.
            Anyways, not anything else really exciting has been happening lately. I work, go home, work some more, eat some more, and then go to bed. I try house work and yard work, but I get too tired too fast when I am doing it all alone. So I usually just end up going back to bed and watching a movie until your Papa calls. Weekends are usually the best for me right now. I don’t feel nearly as nauseated or tired. I can take a nap anytime I need to. Those are the good days.
                        Loves,
                                    Mama
Cravings: Pickles and lime popsicles, though not together because that would be gross.
Sickenings: Wheat bagel and cream cheese, though only on an empty stomach.